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Mysticism in Music – Are Songs Dear to Our Hearts an Expression of Something Deeper?

This post is another foray into the Organic Matrix. “Organic Matrix” is of course a loose a term used to describe synchronicity by the numbers in our own personal lives – startling coincidences that we know are a function of our mechanized reality.

In the summer of 2024, I made this video explaining the remarkable synchronicity between the September 11th attacks of 2001 and my first experience of falling in love that same month:

The post featured in this video is linked here:


September 11th

To provide a brief summary, I suddenly fell for a girl I worked with after a dream I had on the morning of August 14th, 2001, despite never consciously thinking I liked her. Two years older than me and on her way to college, there was never a chance of anything working out between us, and I always knew that…but the pain persisted nonetheless.

A focal point of the story is that like my mother, she has a non-identical Twin sister, and the only time I saw her on campus was on September 11th, 2001, the same day as the impactful terror attacks on the Twin Towers.

This makes the fact that Moby’s birthday is September 11th quite interesting:


One way I dealt with this emotionally volatile part of my life was through music, which I developed a deep love and appreciation for when I was 11-12 years old. This particular ordeal expanded my tastes into genres I never previously explored, as I was far more receptive to love songs and other music that tugged at the heart.

Out of all the songs from that period of time that I gravitated to, one of them struck a stronger chord with me than any, and to this day, the song is one of the only things that evokes feelings from that era. That song is Porcelain, an impassioned track by Moby off his hit 1999 album Play, which was recorded in Moby’s apartment on Mott St. in Manhattan – barely a mile away from the World Trade Center. The artist named his first memoir after this very song.

The song was used by a classmate as the soundtrack for a photo collage commemorating my high school’s class of 2001, and immediately implanted itself in my mind as the ultimate song to encapsulate what I was going through.

In 2021, Moby released Reprise, which featured orchestral renditions of many of his biggest songs, with “Porcelain” as the fourth track. Listening to this inspired me to question whether or not its original release might be synced to my pitiful story of unrequired teenage love.

Upon glancing at the song’s gematria, I realized how ridiculous of a question that was. A more proper question would have been – “Just how wildly synced is this song to my own personal life?”

The Porcelain single was released exactly 777 weeks after I was born:

When excluding the word and777 is the first number with gematria of 314 – the first three digits of Pi.

"Seven hundred seventy seven" = 314 (Ordinal)

The book Life of Pi was originally published on September 11th, 2001:


Notice Porcelain’s release date – the 25th of April, or 25/4:

My dream was 254 days before the date 25/4:

The 254th day of the year is Moby’s birthday, September 11th:

Katie and I were born a span of 2 years, 54 days apart:


“Moby – Porcelain”

Moby – Porcelain sums to 148 and 1120.

Moby - Porcelain = 148, 203, 67, 68, and 1120

I had my dream on 14/8

I was born exactly 112 weeks after the girl I fell for:

In Reduction, the song sums to 67 and 68, with a 203 in Reverse.

She was a span of 6700 days old for my dream, which was exactly 68 weeks after Porcelain was released:

Moby shares his first name with my own father. His name is Richard Hall. Mine is Derek Michael J. Tikkuri.

Richard Hall and Heart chakra both = 203 and 68 Reverse

The 68th Prime number is 337

Derek Michael J Tikkuri = 203 and 337

The date of my dream was 337 days after Moby’s birthday:


The only one of the “Big Six” ciphers not shown above is Latin gematria.

"Moby Porcelain" = 750 (Latin)

I was born 666 days after the first day of Brown Lunation # 750:

Six six six, Triple sixes, and Number of the Beast all = 75 Single Reduction


On its own, Porcelain sums to 185 when accounting for Capital letters.

She was a span of exactly 18 years, 5 months old on September 11th, 2001:

World Trade Center, Eight forty six, Solomons Temple, and Secret society all = 185


The album the song was originally released on, Play, is a Perfect Supermatch with the word Love.

Play and Love both = 54, 54, 18, and 18

Porcelain hit store shelves 504 days before 9/11:


This Post

It just so happens I’m making this post on a Tuesday.

Katie and I were both born on a TuesdayPorcelain was released on a Tuesday. I had my dream on a Tuesday, and then the September 11th attacks happened four weeks later – on another Tuesday.

Tuesday is the day named after Mars

It’s been exactly 14 Martian years since Porcelain came out:


What Does It All Mean?

Oftentimes, I wrestle with a fair amount of self-doubt when writing a post like this. Is it even possible for me to convey how startling these alignments are? Is anyone even going to care?

A major goal of my work is to not only wake people up to the fascinating world of numbers, but to show them that there is a strict natural order to this study that explains why this world is so important to people in positions of power who use it as means to control the populace.

Yes, I believe that the ‘dark occult’ is well aware of this system and encoding news stories with significant numbers…but that is only a small part of the Truth, which is that these staggering ‘coincidences’ are an absolute function of the reality we currently inhabit.

For such coincidences to even be possible, one of the only reasonable conclusions we can make is that we are meant to go through the struggles we all face, however minor or major they may be. The world has a way of ensuring we are in the right place at the right time to experience what we need to complete the journey of our present incarnation.

This often begs the question “Do we really have free will?” I find this inquisition slightly offputting, as it’s a bit ridiculous to me to insinuate that we are not making our own decisions. The question I would ask is – “Is this the first time we’ve made these decisions?” To which I would respond, “No.” We are simply experiencing the consqequences of these decisions, and time is the mechanism unique to our realm through which they are all revealed.

In other words – everything that needs to happen will, as it already has. And if it happened to you, it was meant to be that way.


Perhaps long-winded explanations about my opinions on this topic are miniscule in comparison to the enlightenment one can obtain by experiencing how their own lives have occurred by this numerical code. As I will continue to attempt to communicate – this world is not the random collection of stardust much of the scientific community would have you believe. Not only is this universe a Creation, but a superstructure intended to facilitate each individual’s spiritual growth. It seems so perfect because in order for it to all work together, it must be.

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